dreams

Alicia....I have finally been dreaming about you. Some of them are 'normal' we are happy and kids and living life....other dreams are crazy and horrible and I'm always trying to save you. A few nights ago I had a dream about you....you knew what was happening and that you were going to die, and all I wanted to do was hold you and tell you I love you but I couldn't. Something in the dream was preventing me. I hope you know how very much I love you and I wish so badly you were still here. I miss you so much. Love you my sweet sister