4 months....

It's been 4 months since Alicia has passed away....I am still in denial sometimes. I think of her everyday, I miss her so much. I was having a really rough week last week; I went for a walk around the park one day and I was so depressed and upset....I looked up at the sky and I saw a cloud shaped like a perfect 'A'. It made me smile and know that my sister is still with me and always will be....I just wish she was still here. I want to call her and talk about all the funny/crazy things that happen....I want to give her a hug and laugh and smile and drink a glass of wine together. I love you Alicia!!!